15th post.

Hey, I'm proud of the accomplishment. Actually, I don't really care that much, but whatever, I'll go with it.
So in light of recent events (including a certain natural disaster) I've been thinking a lot about my future... and where I am right now... and a bunch of other things that I don't even remember because they were that important. I'm not sure if that's even sarcasm or not. At least it's a paradox, which I can deal with. My whole personality is sort of a paradox, which I realized a little while ago. I end up having these tiny revelations about the way this whole life thing works, which I can usually laugh about.

Anyways, one of the major things I've been trying to figure out is why I can't be completely open with people. I swear I've gotten better, and I'm really happy about that, and I'm still working myself up to tell people things that have been weighing on me for up to... (counts) 6-ish years? Yeah, around that. Completely pathetic, I know, but there you go. But I'm close =) And I have made serious progress. Proud of me? =D

Another awesome thing: fluorescent orange duct tape. I made two rings and a belt that I'm wearing right this very second.

Not another awesome thing: I'm slowly getting back into the school mindset, you know, resigning myself to another year of loveliness before I can be myself again. Maybe this year will be better? Who knows. At least I have my spifftastic new belt to wear.

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