Hey, I'm proud of the accomplishment. Actually, I don't really care that much, but whatever, I'll go with it.
So in light of recent events (including a certain natural disaster) I've been thinking a lot about my future... and where I am right now... and a bunch of other things that I don't even remember because they were that important. I'm not sure if that's even sarcasm or not. At least it's a paradox, which I can deal with. My whole personality is sort of a paradox, which I realized a little while ago. I end up having these tiny revelations about the way this whole life thing works, which I can usually laugh about.
Anyways, one of the major things I've been trying to figure out is why I can't be completely open with people. I swear I've gotten better, and I'm really happy about that, and I'm still working myself up to tell people things that have been weighing on me for up to... (counts) 6-ish years? Yeah, around that. Completely pathetic, I know, but there you go. But I'm close =) And I have made serious progress. Proud of me? =D
Another awesome thing: fluorescent orange duct tape. I made two rings and a belt that I'm wearing right this very second.
Not another awesome thing: I'm slowly getting back into the school mindset, you know, resigning myself to another year of loveliness before I can be myself again. Maybe this year will be better? Who knows. At least I have my spifftastic new belt to wear.
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I guess this is sort of about my life.
The fun part is that I don't have one.
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- new favorite quote >> Freedom is the freedom to say that two plus two make four. If that is granted, all else follows. - George Orwell in 1984
- listening to >> everything on shuffle.
- last book read >> Fahrenheit 451. I liked it tons better this time around.
- current solitaire record >> 87 seconds
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on Trying to shift from stercus to aureum:
"I absolutely love re-reading what I can come up with, just like dogs love eating their own shit. Maybe, if I practice enough, I could actually do something with this. Maybe one day I'll crap out diamonds."
3 comments:
hmmmm.. i start school on monday. >__> oh such a a joyous occasion..
maybe a way to be more open to people.. (if you wanna.. ) is to actually find a reason for doing so. humans usually do well under circumstances where the "need" over weighs the "want".. but of course that may not apply to you..
i knew that if i were slightly more introverted than i am now.. my head would have already exploded with the force of 7 megatons of human emotion.. so i was more in the "i want to need" section than actually needing..
IM me back on this. i want your thoughts. =]
oh and... congratz on the duct tape.. did i ever show you.. "instructables.com"?
Don't talk to me about openess...
I feel like I should be much more reserved but look back at my day and think, "wtf" too much XD
Duck tape belts and rings? Redneck culture is weighin' a bit too heavily on ya, eh? Naw that actually sounds pretty sweet lmfao
"school mindset" Ugh.
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