Frequency

It's strange that I'm only posting every few weeks after writing here so often. It makes some sense though; whenever I need to get something off my chest I grab the nearest roommate or whatever friend is on chat. I've been pretty ok lately anyways. Right now I'm stretching out for my modern company show. We've been working on it for about 10 weeks and I think it came together pretty well. I'm not nervous, just a little pumped. There's a little bit of a pre-show high. I've been trying to figure out when I stopped being nervous and excited to perform. I mean, nerves are never great but I used to perform really well with all that adrenaline; I remember a few years ago pulling off a triple turn on stage I had never done before, just because of the extra energy I had.
I guess I get pumped enough. But sometimes desensitization comes with nostalgia. I always wonder if I dance better or worse for it.

L