Still Waiting.

"Still Waiting" is a really good song by Sum 41. Just throwing that out there.
So I'm just hanging out for now, waiting for my life to start. If I let myself think about it too much, I might get bored. You know what happens when I'm bored. Ergo, I'm setting some arbitrary little goals to work towards and keep my mind off of the absolute nothingness of my life at the moment. The first, I think, will be an A in Calc. I'll actually have to work at that, but it will give me something to do, eh? The second has two parts: finding when class ranks are calculated and working my ass off until then so I can be valedictorian. I had this whole fantastic zen attitude towards it for a while, which was a nice break from the reality of my personality. I want that speech, and I don't mind fighting for it. Within the next month, I'll write a five-minute speech so I can do the Rotary Club contest again. A month from now, I'm getting a free trip to Virginia for a few days for the scholarship competition I'm in for Washington and Lee. Two months from now, I'll get some of the damn letters that are putting my life on hold.
Two months.
Thank you, God, for getting me this far.
I think, though, that I might have to muscle through the rest on my own.

Moritura te saluto.
L